December 2011
40 posts
I’m so tired.
Physically.
Emotionally.
Leave me
Alone
Already.
complications
Things are complicated. Let me rephrase that. Things are getting more complicated. Didn’t I exactly say I wanted to put this whole thing aside? I guess you couldn’t take it. I guess you want something now knowing that the first opportunity was taken away. Seriously, what’s your whole reason behind this?
“Is there anything here I can call my own? A feeling? A moment? Anything? Will...”
– Henry Rollins (via heoro)
back from Hawaii
I will miss the blue sky, the white puffy clouds, the clear blue water, the white sand, the sunny yet slightly windy weather, and the shopping strip area.
Start of winter break
So far, everything is going great. My dad got me an iPad 2 with Internet for a month as my early Christmas present. I’m leaving to Hawaii on Sunday and won’t be back till Christmas day. First class baby, the perks of spending alot to earn points. So yeah, I love this iPad and I’m taking it everywhere I go in Hawaii so I can take photos, check in, and update :) ahhh, can’t...
passed, passed, and passed
Passed my physics final. Passed my photography final. Passed my driving test. Finally licensed but won’t be officially driving alone, in my own car, till next year. It can wait… sort of.
Heaviness
That’s all I feel right now. Mixed with carelessness, melancholy, bitterness, whatnot. Finals bring me down a little. Knowing that half of the school year is almost gone, I can truly say that I’ll miss the people I normally associate with. Everyone always complain that they can’t wait to graduate but honestly, I’ll miss high school and just being around with everyone almost...
content monday
Did what I had to do and everything went perfect. So happy it doesn’t change anything but a continuos of our friendship. Just received an email from the Scholastics Art & Writing competition. Received a silver key in my drawing pieces and a gold key for my photography portfolio. I’ve never been so happy in my life. I can now study in happiness for my finals (:
I’m scared because it’s approaching. I just want to get it over with. If only time could speed up now. That would be nice.
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud (via eat-my-fuck)
ekaxo:
Bastien Laval-Restlessness
Seconds turn...
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99.99%
Letting it go is going to hurt a whole bunch of things, mostly myself but I rather not have you to remember that or even let you know about it either. Things will change but hopefully, not our friendship. I’m scared when the day approaches, I’m scared at the fact that my heart will rapidly beat faster than ever, scared at the fact that I might stutter, scared at the fact that...
“The only reason you wont let go of what is making you sad is because it was the...”
I’m sick of tired of the same thing that occurs over and over again. And I’m tired of knowing small things that just happens to negatively affect me greatly. I rather have the whole story in one day like knowing the entire plot of a novel instead of learning something new in the next chapter. This week is going to have its ups and downs. I can already feel it. Today started off so...
abstruseness:
No one ever made me feel like you did, and now, I’m struggling to feel anything at all.
ohmysteriousworld:
Walking On A Dream - Empire...
You might be happy
random-people:
Her mind is full of situations that will never happen. But they do happen, in her mind, over and over again. All the worst case scenarios, the best case scenarios and every single scenario in between. She imagines unimaginable situations, conversations, happenings. In her mind everything is possible, even the impossible. Sometimes her brain is so busy calculating all the...
I do my best to keep the smile off of my face.
allshesaidwasnothing:
But, I can’t. Every time I’m around him I just get this giddy feeling inside of me. It’s the bubbling of emotion that I can’t contain, so I just smile. All evening. I don’t care how stupid I look, I can’t get rid of it.
revelant
content friday
Thank you so much. I can finally sleep happily. Ill keep those words in mind as you know, it made my day brighter.
heaviness of heart
Uncertain about the same thing over and over again. Deciding whether to let it go or keep on going. Tomorrow is a Friday and I hate Friday’s. If it ends horribly again, I think I might just cry. Not really but I won’t be As happy as I use to be. Not that I’m even happy now. I’m in the shittiest mood ever. Will be until I’m satisfied.
victoriousyouth:
Twice / Little Dragon
